it's my b-day :)
well, it was my birthday - a very strange, dramatic birthday.
at the beginning it was a lot of fun :D
(the only bad thing was that Ackerly was not there)
but it was still awesome!
...my sister cames with tears in her eyes and pulled me away from the crowd.
I asked her "what is wrong Em?"
"Haz - mum - I -" she began.
"what is with mum?!" I asked shocked.
she took a deep breath.
"nothing - but - Haz she lies! everything she said everything she told us was a big lie! dad is not dead, he lives and he we have got two brothers!
oh Haz, I - " she broke out in tears.
a big lie.
everything is a big lie.
my whole life is nothing than a big fat lie.
suddenly everything twirled around me.
the laughter of all the people.
Emily' s face.
the lights and the music.
I fell into a sort of limbo.
my mum tries to talk to me.
I ignore her.