it's my b-day :)
well, it was my birthday - a very strange, dramatic birthday.
at the beginning it was a lot of fun :D
(the only bad thing was that Ackerly was not there)
but it was still awesome!
then...
...my sister cames with tears in her eyes and pulled me away from the crowd.
I asked her "what is wrong Em?"
"Haz - mum - I -" she began.
"what is with mum?!" I asked shocked.
she took a deep breath.
"nothing - but - Haz she lies! everything she said everything she told us was a big lie! dad is not dead, he lives and he we have got two brothers!
oh Haz, I - " she broke out in tears.
what?
a lie?
a big lie.
everything is a big lie.
my whole life is nothing than a big fat lie.
suddenly everything twirled around me.
the laughter of all the people.
Emily' s face.
the lights and the music.
I fell into a sort of limbo.
happy birthday.
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my mum tries to talk to me.
I ignore her.